Sunday, October 4, 2009

nobody said life was fair.

Warning *Rant*

I'm on my 2nd round of clomid after 9 years of marriage and no preventing EVER! My bff just told me that she's late and thinks she's pg. She has a 9 month old son. She had only been dating her bf for a few months when she found out she was expecting. The thing is she's told me that they don't have a good relationship and neither of them thinks their relationship will last. I hope everything works out for her and I really do want nothing but the best for her. However, I can't help but feel like a failure. Once more someone else has gotten pg and here I am still waiting. It makes me so mad that other ppl have babies with such ease. Why is it so hard for us? Why do we have to endure appts, dr's, blood tests...etc when others have it so easy? I'm so frustrated right now and just had to let it out. I have to move on and stay positive and pray that my dh and I will soon get our blessing!

1 comment:

  1. hello. i too have pcos and trust me i understand. i have been married for almost 3 years and i pray every day for a baby. it's so hard to know what is going on when you have irregular cycles. keep the faith and keep praying. just know that you are not alone.